Crux "Anti" Djai
Behind that smile, he hides his pain. Behind every jest, hides his anxiousness. He’s lost so much, just for helping others and finds that there is nothing left for himself.What else is there for him to do?
Which choice shall you choose?
+ Mercenary and Hunter +
+ Xaela / Au’ra +
+ Owner of The Anti Speakeasy
(Closed Indefinetely
+ Retired Courtesan +Data Center - Aether/Siren
Memoir
»Common Name: Crux Djai
»Birthname: Jenkshi Buduga
»Alias: Crux Anti
Married: Hyacinthe Djai»Race/Clan: Au’ra/Xaela
»Gender: Male
»Age: 29 years
»Height: 7’8”
»Build: Well toned, proportional aside smaller waist
»Skin Tone: Lavender Grey
»Hair Color: Silver/Lavender
»Eye Color: Light Blue, White Limbals
»Orientation: Pansexual
Alignment: Neutral Good»Occupation: Mercenary, Retired Courtesan and Venue Owner
»Religion: None
»Birthplace: The Steppes
»Languages:CommonTongue,Auri,Conversational Doman/Hingan
»Voice Claim:»Personality:» Dependable • Active • Observant • Confident • Affectionate • Intuitive • Ambitious • Faithful/Supportive • Playful • Loyal» Abrupt/Blunt • Arrogant • Crafty • Devious • Excitable • Impulsive • Opinionated • Possessive • Compulsive
It would be one thing to say he has a very easy going personality, one that is not too fussed by much and quite rather outgoing in nature despite his tall stature as an Au’ra. Ever the charming and flirtatious man, Crux truly has a kind hearted soul with naught the intentions outside of trying to bring a smile to others faces. Feeling down or unsure, Crux will still force a smile to his features and push himself still to support friends and those dear around him.One to think before he acts, he is careful to decide his actions before jumping into anything with the rare exception that it may pertain to his loving husband. Fiercely loyal, possessive and protective of his love in particular, Crux will not hold back once his resolve is made clear.Always seen with a grin, its only when he is in the field that his smiles are traded for a more solemn expression. Cheer turning to a short tempered focus that becomes easily annoyed when things are not followed to the book, since to him, there is never room for error.
Distinguishing Features & Facts
» Deep/Shallow, Large/Small Scars littering the body
» Eyepatch, right eye
» Calloused Hands
» Sharp Canines
» Slitted Pupils
» Unruly Tail, abnormally long» Skilled hunter, marksman and swordsman.
» Multiple working outfits, varies on job.*Marksman Gear Example
*Scale Pattern has been changed sinc ethis piece was commissioned, refer to above pic or ask!
Quirks
Likes | Dislikes |
---|---|
Coffee | Darkness |
Sweets | Being Alone |
Sunbathing | Agressive Natures |
Guns/Swords | Strict Statutes |
>>Until his time was spent working as a courtesan, Crux was lazy to care for his personal looks. Keeping clean has always been important, but now Crux has become very picky about his appearance before going out to social occasions.>>This gator can be found lurking in a hot bath! A key way to earn the Au ra’s favor.>>On the occasions he suffers minor afflictions such as body aches or light/aether sensitivity that renders him helpless.>>From the past life he had carried over a littering of scars over his body and in this shard he has collected more to add to the stories they all share.
“Regret is such a short word... and yet it stretches on forever.”
[Hooks]
» Childhood
Jenkshi was born under the wild moons of the Azimme Steppe as the only known offspring of his Buduga father. A product of a fling from a Chaghan mother, who he never learned to know. He was a bastard son, a “worthless spawn” and a child would never receive the affection or approval one deserved. And this emotional burden is one he carried on into life. It’s a past and name he would hope to forget....
» Alternate Shards
Coming from an alternate shard, one that is an exact copy of the one we know, has left a huge pit in Crux’s mental and physical state. Imagine waking up in another’s bed and finding the world so similar yet having its own twists to the history you knew before.Because of his past ties with the Void and its denizens, it has landed him a spot that had ripped him away from the life he knew. It is not something he brings up easily, testy if anyone reads the oddly storming aether inside of him. Perhaps try a chance?
» Aetheric Instability
During the Dragonsong War, the young au ra took on a job to hunt down a dangerous mark. Crux made a guess he could handle te Atomos on his own, and he did, slaying the beast and collecting the crystal left by it for himself. Unknown to him the crystal would transport him yalms away and force him to see forgotten dreams. The moment is vaguely remembered and the only visible mark left was his aetheric instability. Severely tainted, it left the man only with enough Aether to survive day to day and rely on donations of aether when he bit his pride to ask for help. As a former black mage, the inability to call upon aether to cast a spell shattered his world.
» The Anti
Though Crux may not be the founder of The Anti, he is the one in charge of its core care.
Just like during his hunts, he takes the brunt of the work to keep it going. In a way, it’s like a way to get by and forget his current struggles. Especially if it was a means to make a living for himself if he is to remain in this Source...The Anti is a way to give back to those that have helped him through tough times, and a way to help him move on...
» The Hunts
“If I die, that would mean my life has no more worth than what was given to me.”So if one couldn’t drown his sorrows in drinks, perhaps putting his life on the line would fill that void? How about hunting the very things that ruined his life? Perhaps the Voidsent will give him an answer to solve his problems. Or perhaps everything was an excuse? So as an excuse to test his fate, Crux rarely turned down a job brought to him. If it would be the end of his story, so be it. What once was a job became an addiction, past lives trauma turned into this new “obsessive hobby”, as unhealthy as it was in this new world dragged to him.
[Gallery]
[Outfits & Glams]
Discord Cruxiiis#3512» Hello! Call me Cru! I have over 10 years of writing experience that has varied from forums, personal works to headworlds and personal servers. I would say I am fairly flexible in terms of speed and matching that of my partner(s), so please do not be intimidated!» IC= In Character and OOC= Out of Character. I always make it clear when I am in either, particularly OOC with the use of ((xxx)). My characters actions are not my own, so please take that to mind. For example, Crux is known to be a charmer, so please do not allow that to bleed to OOC.» Open to any and most RP's! Casuals, one shots to long terms! Anything wholesome and heartfelt to dark and violent are game, but please mind Crux is married and does not partake in any sexual or other love interests outside of his husband. So DO NOT pressure me OOC into that.» Situations that happen organically are my preference! But if it is a scenario or perhaps one character has a quirk that needs to be discussed and cleared beforehand, please do not be afraid to reach out and we can chat over it!» Consent is KEY!» I have a life outside of this game, so please be mindful when trying to reach out to me to plan things! But I am always open to chat and plan things out. Just ask away! I always try my best to make time for things and will communicate if I get to busy.
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